I walked out into
the arena. My young, smooth body glistening in the sunlight. This was
my first fight in the arena, but I was ready for it. As the son of
one of the greatest lanistas in this town, I was well-acquainted with
the arena.
I also knew my
enemy well, the “great” champion of Antium. He was a highway
robber who had killed my father and mother as they traveled from the
city. I was only fourteen at the time and vowed my revenge. I stood
before the magistrate and demanded the man's head. Instead, a rival
lanista bribed the magistrate into letting the man fight for him in
the arena.
I watched every
fight, hoping to see him fall, instead, I saw him turn from a
murderous villain into the “hero” of the city when he slew two
gladiators brought by a Roman Senator. Being too young to own my
father's gladiators, I was forced to sell them off, retaining only my
personal servant, who was only a year older than I. Although I was
still well off financially, I spent very little money. Most of the
people who saw me walking the streets to the market, only saw some
small, lanky boy and looked down on me as one to be pitied.
For the next few
years, I had kept a very solitary life. I accepted no guests. The
only companion I had was my servant, who, at times, seemed to be more
of the master than I was. I spent my time training myself in my
father's ludus and he was my doctore. For at least 14 hours every
day, he would give me a brutal workout. Each passing hour, my young
body ached and yearned to quit from the exhaustive pain. Most other
men, better men than I, would have given up. Several times I passed
out from the heat, but my servant was there to dowse my head with
water and get me back up. My body was still weak, but my mind and
heart were fixed.
Each month, I grew
stronger and stronger, feeding myself on the same meat and gruel that
my father had fed his gladiators on. At the crow of the rooster,
before the light of day, I started my sword training until the sun
was directly overhead. The heat of the afternoon sun gave me time for
my endurance training. In the evening, was my strength training. As
the finale of the strength training, I had my servant chain me
against the wall and give my abs a long, gut-punching work-over until
I could no longer stand on my own feet. He would then, drag me to my
bed and lie with me for the evening. When the rooster howled in the
pre-dawn light, I was up again.
Each day was the
same schedule, with the exception of one day each week, when we would
spend the morning in the market purchasing our needs and conducting
what little business I could. By the peak of the sun, we lunched and
took off on a a six-hour run along the coastline or up into the
hills.
Without a break, I
trained every day, preparing myself. Through all the pain and
turmoil, my heart and mind were focused on one goal. If no other
gladiator would arise to avenge my father's death and bring this
villain down to the dust, then I would.
Four long years
seemed to pass in short time. My pecs and shoulders bulged into
hardened rocks. My once smooth belly, transformed itself into a
granite washboard. The few times I could see my own reflection, I
stood in awe. I, who was once a small gangly boy, was now a chiseled
warrior.
I went to the
magistrate and presented the challenge against “Antium's greatest
champion.” At first, he was reluctant. He kept questioning my
skills as a gladiator, and perhaps, I should challenge some lesser to
gain more experience first. But, I was not about to become some
common spectacle for others' entertainment. This was to be my only
fight.
The magistrate
knew of my lust for vengeance and justice. “Well,” said he, “You
may not have the experience of being a gladiator. But, you most
certainly have the heart.”
So here, today, I
stand under the blazing sun in the hot sands of the arena. The crowd
had heard of my challenge and it seemed that all the city had come to
watch me avenge the death of my parents. It was astounding to see how
quickly the fickle crowd, who had always cheered on their beloved
champion had turned against him in an instant. I stood there, blade
in hand, awaiting the last entrance that the champion will ever make.
The horns bellowed
and the crowd booed as the other gate opened. He walked out from the
darkness into the light of day. His massive muscular figure gleaming
in the sunlight. I watched him as he flexed for the crowd. I was
unmoved by his flaunts. All I could think of was how those same
muscles would be tensing up when my sword ran him through. I enjoyed
watching his little show, knowing full well, that his powerful
physique would soon enough be doing a final encore.
He spread out his
arms arrogantly and turned around haughtily, a mighty spectacle for
the crowd to behold. He didn't seem to care about the disapproval of
the crowd. He didn't need them. After all, he had his blade and it
was far too easy to turn a crowd. A small tingling of doubt cast its
shadow over me. I tried hard to subdue it. But, my heart began racing
in my chest. Hatred and anger with even a slight touch of fear boiled
over. After a quick salute, I made my charge.
He stood there, as
I mustered my vengeful rage into a powerful courage and made my dash
at him. My sword arm was fully cocked for the kill. The crowd was
awed by my muscular, youthful beauty as I charged my opponent. Time
seemed to briefly stand still. The ladies longed to have their legs
and arms wrapped around my strong youthful hips. The older men
desired to be or at least have me. I was a young god in their eyes, a
god of youth, a god of strength, a god of justice, a god of beauty.
Those four years slaving away myself at home had paid off. I was, for
this brief moment, the new champion and the desire of all.
What was really
about five seconds seemed more like an eternity as I made the charge.
He might have strength and experience. But I had justice, heart and
speed on my side. I got in close enough proximity to almost collide
with him. I aimed the tip of my blade at his chest and was about to
thrust my sword straight into his heart, when I felt a heavy hit to
my gut, almost as if he had kneed me there.
I heard a loud
gasp “Uuhhhh!!”. I wasn't sure if it was from him, me or the
crowd. I bent forward and looked down at my gut to see his blade
buried about six inches into my navel. My eyes widened in disbelief,
shock ran throughout my body, causing me to drop my sword. This
couldn't be. I looked up at him, my face flushed. His arrogant eyes
squinted from his sly grin.
My stomach
sickened. This was supposed to be justice. I looked again at my firm,
strong body and realized that, though clothed in tightly toned
muscles, I was still a weak young man. I had spent years training and
toning, only to lose it all in a single quick instant.
He placed an arm
around my shoulder. His chest pressed partly against mine as he
whispered in my ear. “You had the heart of a warrior, but lacked
the skill.”
My knees began to
shake as blood ran down my belly and legs. My breathing was still
strong and powerful. I felt as If I was going to pass out, but, he
began rubbing my back gently. “Not yet,” he whispered. “You
tried hard, now, the least you can do is die like a man.”
He slowly added
pressure on the blade and I felt my whole abdomen begin throbbing
violently as he buried the blade entirely through my gut. The sharp
point sticking out through my back. I arched forward from the searing
pain, my chest resting against his arm, my cheek pressed against his
massive bicep.
He rubbed his hand
tenderly between my shoulder blades and gave me a couple pats. “Now,
that's a good boy. Go to your daddy.” With that, he yanked the
blade out of my gut. The sharp, almost electric pain caused me to let
out a muffled cry as I fell down to my knees. I bent forward, placing
my hands over my wounds, the streaming blood trickled between my
fingers.
I felt
light-headed and dizzied as I fell over to my side. The sands around
me were soaked red around where I lay. I looked up to see him raise
his sword high in the air, my blood still dripping from it, while the
crowd erupted out into great cheers. He had regained their favor and
was again their champion. My abs muscles heaved together with a
couple of pounding thrusts. I let out a couple quiet gaspy sighs through my blood-stained lips. My
bare legs gave a final squirming seizure, my muscles tensed briefly and all went still........
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